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Lose It All

by ASHDOTOK

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There was a time at the start of the pandemic where feeling hopeful felt so far away from reality. The brutal murders of George Floyd & countless others, the political climate of the US alongside the collective fear the world was experiencing at the hands of a virus all just felt like too heavy a weight on so many of us. This song was born out of a conversation on finding strength to hold on and keep pushing forward, despite the negativity and hardships we often feel looming over us.

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These moments have been pushing all this weight on me
And I've been trying to lift it all on my lonely
I've been trying to fight who I am right now
Cause I've been on the edge for a long time now
And trying to find peace is like I'm trying to find rain
In the middle of the desert in the summer lane
And I just wanna let go and let God
Take it all, let Him take it all

Feels like I'm riding on a train
And I've been trying to pull the stops
I've been trying to pull it all
Feels like it's driving me insane
But I don't wanna let go, don't wanna lose it all

Don't wanna lose it all
Don't wanna lose it all
Feels like it's driving me insane
But I don't wanna let go
Don't wanna lose it all

Feels like I'm caught up in the matrix
I'm not the one, no I don't wanna be caught up
And I know this is overrated, if it don't make sense
Then I don't wanna be bothered
And I just wanna let go and let God
Take it all, let Him take it all

Feels like I'm riding on a train
And I've been trying to pull the stops
I've been trying to pull it all
Feels like it's driving me insane
But I don't wanna let go, don't wanna lose it all

Don't wanna lose it all
Don't wanna lose it all
Feels like it's driving me insane
But I don't wanna let go
Don't wanna lose it all

Oh I don't wanna let it go
But I know I gotta let it go
No, I don't wanna let it go
But I know I gotta let it go

Feels like I'm riding on a train
And I've been trying to pull the stops
I've been trying to pull it all
Feels like it's driving me insane
But I don't wanna let go, don't wanna lose it all

Don't wanna lose it all
Don't wanna lose it all
Feels like it's driving me insane
But I don't wanna let go
Don't wanna lose it all

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released September 24, 2021
"Lose It All" produced by Ash "ASHDOTOK" Kailath
Vocals by Daramola (@itsdaramola)
Mix Engineering by Jeff Chestek
Mastering by Ryan Schwabe (@ryanschwabe_)

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🎹 PRODUCER || Dreampop, Altpop & Acoustic

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